People Watching

So I've starting walking around my new housing complex. I see some interesting characters walking, playing, sitting and talking around the park.

Kids running around, and playing with their friends. I met the Pink Lady on my walk. Her dupatta and salawar were pink while her kurta was white. But her expression was anger or indifference, I couldn't tell. Maybe her face is just like that. I saw her today in a sari with sneakers. I would pass her several times since we were going the same path but in opposite directions. Oh well such is life.

I walk for thirty minutes and I have stopped eating street food, which is my favorite part. I'm saving my money and health. Except I love eating food but I need to exercise a lot then I can eat anything up to a point. Also I need to get rid of the pimples on my face. I mean, I have tried a lot of creams and scrubs. Plus I go to sleep late. So I am starting to make some changes. I have stopped street food, walking in the park and using some natural cream. Maybe stress is also playing a role.

So let's see what happens.

Lonely No More

For the majority of this month, I was home alone. My parents were out of the country and my grandmother went to live with my aunt. I decided to stay behind and live in our house.

I thought I would be ok with it. I was wrong. The food wasn't tasty anymore even though our cook made it. I wanted to eat pizza all the time. It reminded me of my college years. I would eat alone my eat meals in the dinning court and didn't have too many friends. I would eat junk food all the time.

I think i stress eat or eat when I'm depressed/sad. I don't know. Oh well, like the Rob Thomas's song suggests I don't want to lonely anymore.

I wish I was a kid again. Life was so much happier and easier. I was a happy kid, even my name is related to happiness. But life is making me sad about everything.

But I have decided to be positive and look on the bright side. I started counting my blessing because I have a lot of things to be thankful for.

So, from now onwards, the glass is completely full.